**update**

My heart is filled with gratitude from everyone's love and support. It has helped to be able to cry with my friends and family and be able to hide it from the children. All your thoughts, prayers and kind words really do help me to stay strong for my kids.

Through the graciousness of my Uncle Frank, we are going to try to get William into the "Godfather" of allergy specialists at Texas Children's Hospital in Houston. I am so hopeful that maybe there might be something we can do to de-sensitize him or at least keep these reactions from escalating even worse. Love you Unkie~